It seemed hours passed before
she came out of the room, followed by a voice demanding Mitchell enter. She
glanced in my direction and then retreated into a corner of her own, defeated. Whatever
happened hadn’t gone well. It had exhausted and drained her.
Though I could have asked what
had transpired, I resolved to plot, to find a solution to this new predicament.
I didn’t want to be the ingĂ©nue and Drei the villain. Valetta and Mitchell
didn’t deserve to be punished. At least, I didn’t want them to be punished. I wanted
everything to work out well. I needed Drei; and although I didn’t know what
they would do yet, I needed Valetta and Mitchell as well.
I was determined to find some
solution. There had to be one.
Mitchell exited after another
extensive period of waiting. He moved as if to look in my direction, but changed
his mind and leaned against the wall a few feet from Valetta. The demanding
voice summoned Drei.
He didn’t seem to see anything
as he disappeared into the room again; he just stared ahead as if indifferent
to these events. Watching him leave, I felt hurt. Not because I was afraid for
him, but because he didn’t look at me. Once I had told him lying hurt more than
it helped. Right then, all I wanted was for him to lie to me. Tell me it would
all work out, or not to worry; I’d even settle for a convincing smile. Anything
to make the situation seem better than it was.
There was a crack in the wall
across from me. I stared at it, wondering. I wondered what was happening in
that room; why, when I tried to listen in, I couldn’t keep my focus; what would
happen to me; why they would leave this crack in the wall. It wasn’t a very
interesting place to look. Occasionally, a spider or two crept in or out but,
other than that, it was just a black slice of void. It gave me somewhere to look,
I supposed. Somewhere that wasn’t completely hopeless. Valetta and Mitchell
were so worn and defeated it made me feel worse to look at them. Something
about this place suggested speaking with them would be entirely inappropriate
and punishable by some obscure Council ruling.
As I stared and thought,
occasional ideas popped up that had nothing to do with what I was thinking. All
of them, I realized after a while, were related to the Council and my movement.
Studying the hole in the wall as if it held the answer to how these two were
connected, I began to see how I might be able to spare all of us from
punishment. Might being the key word. I’d have to do a ton of smooth talking
and hope the Council bought into it.
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