Drei seemed to disappear again. Every
time I thought I felt his presence, it vanished in the next instant. He avoided
me completely; it was horrible to think it was my own fault, despite having
wanted it. I just hadn’t wanted it like this.
As the cool days of October closed
in, everyone spent more time at the lake, the water elementals showing off as
much as possible when Nick wasn’t around. After he caught them creating
fountains, I had to tell him something. I gave him the vaguest explanation I
could that ended up being more circuitous than anything else. After a while, he
just stopped asking about it. The kids became stealthier and almost more
untrusting of him. They started setting a watch for when he had left so they
knew when to act like normal kids playing in the water again.
Around that time, I also worked out a
new idea to try: manipulate the air to help me stay underwater longer. Not such
a good idea. The moment I breathed in, my nose was flooded with water. Nick
helped me to the shore, teasing that I should know how to swim after a summer
of such activity.
I laughed and coughed, playing it off
as a mistake from being momentarily distracted. It took a while to reassure him
I was fine. Once I had, he went back into the lake and I strolled over to where
Valetta watched, disinterested, as always.
“Why can’t I use my element in
water?” I questioned, leaving no room for pretense.
Valetta smiled, as if she had
expected me to figure it out sooner. To be honest, I was angry with myself for
not figuring it out—or at least trying it—sooner.
“Air is less responsive in water. Because
it is a liquid, the air is heavier and lazier,” she said, the teasing smile not
leaving her lips. “Have you ever noticed you tend to be unhappy when it rains?”
I thought about it; when it had
rained last week, I had been depressed, not in the mood to try running between
the drops to spend the day with Nick. That is, until Nick came over to spend
the day playing a board game he had coaxed Lily into finding for him. It felt like
being a little kid again: wet, gray skies, a smiling face, and something to do.
“Well, if I have someone to spend it
with, I’m not so sad.”
“When the air is heavy, so are
you—emotionally, of course.”
I thought a moment on this, taking it
in and comparing my experiences with this new nugget of information. “That
makes sense, kind of.”
“Try not to drown yourself,” Valetta
teased.
“You saw that?” I scrunched my face
and vainly hoped she hadn’t.
Her eyes glinted with
laughter. “I see everything.”
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