Chapter
Twelve: Waiting a Lifetime
The final stretch of the trip, we
split into minivans and relaxed. At first, the five kids in the back of our van
jumped up and down and talked excitedly, thankful for the day of rest. To keep
them from distracting Mitchell too much, I gave them ideas of what to talk
about and ensured they stayed belted. It wasn’t long before they had all fallen
asleep, their usual energy reserve consumed.
The scenery flying past on the small
two-lane highway was beautiful, even in late winter while everything was still
bare. A light snow blanketed the landscape; I shivered, turning the heat up and
focusing a few more vents on myself.
Mitchell smiled as I did this, as if
it was some secret society joke I wasn’t in on.
“What?” I asked, wrapping the blanket
I had found in the trunk tighter around my shoulders, shifting in my seat to
face him.
“Nothing,” he said, the slightly mocking
smile still playing across his lips.
I didn’t press him, too exhausted
from everything else. Not to mention, I still didn’t know when I should
approach Drei. No time ever seemed fitting enough. Part of me was scared there
would never be a good time; that Drei was wrong, Valetta was suffering for
naught, and I had again ruined everything.
“When should I talk to Drei?” I inquired
aloud, half hoping Mitchell would suffer a stroke of genius and give me an
answer I could actually use.
Mitchell shook his head, a soft
chuckle escaping his lips. “When do you think you should?” I wanted to hit him
for being cruel but knew it wouldn’t do any good. He was doing what Valetta
was: hoping I’d be smart enough to figure it out. Too bad school couldn’t teach
you useful things like this instead of abstract ideas that would rarely apply
to anything.
“I’m not sure.”
“The time is right when you are
certain it is.”
Quiet swallowed us and I found there
was nothing I wanted to think about. It seemed impossible I was finally out of
thoughts after months of nothing but that. Then an old, unanswered question
came to mind.
“Did Drei give me the necklace? From
two Christmases ago?”
His lips upturned in the familiar,
riddling smile I seemed to get from everyone lately. Why couldn’t everyone just
be straightforward? It would certainly make things a lot less complicated. But
it was almost like they were more willing to put up with my disasters than
avoiding them in the first place.
“Do you still possess it?” he
questioned skeptically, as though I might have pawned it.
My initial reaction to that was to
ask where he expected me to pawn it. “Of course,” I said instead. “It’s safe.”
His voice was soft when he answered,
almost as though he was afraid he might be overheard revealing a long kept
secret; “Then you always knew the answer.”
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