We walked
to a classy club with live entertainment, dimmed down lights, and tables tucked
into various nooks and crannies. It gave off cozy, romantic vibes. I let those
fill me and replace what was left of my nerves.
“You have
been extremely diligent in your studies,” Drei said loud enough to be heard
over the music. “I think it is time you learn something different.”
“Like
what?” I asked, opening my water bottle and taking a drink.
“Classical
dance;” he said it with a straight face, which, unfortunately, I wasn’t able to
muster myself.
“My mother
made me take ballet as a kid.” I grimaced at the memory of my first recital.
“It wasn’t pretty.” Pretty really wasn’t the word for it. It had been more like
disastrous. Ballet had definitely not been my forte, and I doubted much had
changed since then.
“Not
ballet;” he smiled, no doubt imagining me in one of those ridiculous tutus
falling center stage. “Nor anything of that sort. I meant ballroom, mostly.”
“Like the
quickstep and waltz?” I had always wanted to learn ballroom, but the only time
my mother condoned it was for debutante balls, and that was mostly the waltz.
“Exactly.”
“Can we
start now?” The house band sank into a ballad.
Without
waiting for a reply, I stood and pulled Drei along after me. He seemed shocked,
and if I stopped to think about it, I probably would have been, too. On the hardwood
dance floor, we struck the typical waltz position—it had been so long since I
had danced a waltz, he had to correct my posture. At least he was nice about
it, smiling bemusedly. It was fortunate the man leads since the variation Drei
led me through was different from the ones I had learned.
“Do not
look down,” Drei instructed the few times I peeked to make sure I really was
following him. He would smile when my eyes returned to his. In those moments,
we seemed to be in a separate world, only the music able to slip through. It
was enough to make me grateful I had agreed to join him.
When the
song ended, Drei smiled approvingly, as though he thought teaching me dancing
would be an interesting endeavor. He also seemed to want to kiss me, and tell
me I was beautiful or brilliant or some other compliment. I wanted to kiss him
too, but not here.
A few
couples gawked at us, as though dancing something less vulgar than “the grind”
was new to them. Drei either didn’t care or didn’t notice, so I decided not to
mention it. It was paranoid of me to think they were taking a special interest
in us for other reasons. I realized Drei was right in thinking I needed to go
out more. Especially since that was the first thing that came to mind when
people looked at me.
On the
street, we walked close to each other. I wished it were safer for us to be
together and he could put his arm around my shoulders or hold my hand or
something. But he couldn’t, and I had to be okay with that.
“You folks
having a good night?” a man asked, approaching us slowly.
Drei didn’t
stop, completely ignoring the man. As we passed, something about him seemed
strange. He was decked out in black cargo pants and a turtleneck, with a black
stocking cap pulled partially over his ears in a poor attempt to hide the
brilliant red hair beneath. He smiled at me, winking as though I had guessed
right and won a prize. I wasn’t sure I wanted to know what the prize was.
However, I
laid a hand on Drei's forearm, stopping him. His amethyst eyes held mine for a
moment, and he understood what I was beginning to. The man was our contact.
Whether that was a good thing or not, he was the rabbit we were supposed to
follow.
“C wanted
me to pick you two up together; didn’t say it would be so difficult,” he said,
a slight Irish accent coming through in his speech. “I’ve seen you plenty
enough times,” he explained, nodding at Drei. “But you, love, are a hard one to
pin down.”
“Where are
we going?” I asked, anxious from his rambling.
“Into the
car,” he replied, jerking his head in the direction of the nondescript vehicle
behind him. He added, in response to my next question, “You’ll see when we get
there.”
Drei
squeezed my hand briefly in assurance this guy couldn’t do anything to us. It
seemed to say we just had to jump through whatever hoops Caroline sat before
us. If we could do that, we were in.
“Are you
ready?” he whispered, regarding me carefully.
“I trust
you,” I said, just as softly. It was the only true answer I had. I wasn’t sure
I was ready, or that this was the right thing to do, but I trusted him. Had for
years. That was all of which I could be sure.
Sitting in
the back seat of the car, watching the nightlife fly by, I realized this was
what Drei wanted. He wanted us in on everything, because you can only learn so
much from history. I wouldn’t find the answers I needed in old books about past
times. If I was going to succeed, I would need firsthand experience with
someone working toward change.
I would
need Caroline.
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