Purposely
taking up more time, I wrote a note and pinned it to his door, insisting we
needed to talk, even if he had to wake me up. Then, walking at nearly a
maddeningly slow pace, I made my way outside and slipped into the passenger
seat.
“Take long
enough?” Ian asked jovially, speeding off.
“Sorry if
I’m not Little Miss Sunshine;” I stared out the window.
“Something
wrong already?”
“You
obviously wouldn’t understand.” Although he tried to make small talk—possibly
an attempt to cheer me up before we met Caroline—I ignored him, adding another
thing on my list why I wished I had never met her.
The meeting
was to finalize our employee list—since she was adding a few more, but had
interviewed probably 20 people—and for her to thank me for redoing the
charts—finally finished and filed.
All I could
think of doing was going back to the apartment and waiting up for Drei. I
didn’t care if he didn’t return until the next day or if Caroline called a
hundred times before then. I set up camp on the couch, my phone off and
charging, the lights off, and my mind racing. I only wished we could work this
out; unfortunately, I wasn’t sure anymore if he wanted the same thing.
Around
midnight, there was a knock on the door, which I ignored. Drei had a key; he
wouldn’t need me to let him in. He probably wouldn’t assume I’d be there to do
so. I continued staring into space. A few hours later, another knock came,
louder and more insistent. Around the time the sky began to lighten, Drei entered.
“We need to
talk,” I said, rising to face him. Then I noticed Ian standing behind him.
“A shame
work came calling.” Drei, not even seeming disappointed, went straight to his
room and closed the door, letting the note hang there unnoticed.
“Have you
been here all bloody night?” Ian cried, immediately on his phone.
With
nothing else I could do, shy of breaking down his door and locking Ian out, I
picked up the fully charged phone and turned it on, greeted by fifty messages;
there were probably more missed calls than that.
“I’m with
her now,” Ian said, pacing in the entranceway. “Yes. We’re going now,” he said,
shooting me a tight-lipped look; I hadn’t thought it was possible to anger Ian.
Needless to
say, Caroline was pissed because my phone was shut off and, according to her,
she had been worried sick about me. I didn’t care. My relationship was falling
apart; Drei was a complete stranger to me anymore. When I had first met him, we
hadn’t been this foreign to each other. And what was worse, I didn’t know how
to fix it. I wasn’t sure there was a way. So as Caroline droned on, berating me
in between explaining why she had wanted us there, I was debating if I could
even try anymore. If it was possible for me to take anymore.
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