Ian drove
to a poorer side of town. Ghostly windows stared down from the abandoned buildings
we passed, some of them boarded up. I hadn’t known a place like this existed in
the city, devoid of life. If I hadn’t been as furious as I was, the despair
around us probably would have consumed me. Only once before had I been in a
place so desolate, and though I didn’t enjoy returning to such a setting, this
was for business, not pleasure.
We drove
turned onto a side road behind a warehouse-like building; the building and
glimpse of the parking lot I caught seemed large enough to fill a city block
alone. Ian drove the car up a makeshift ramp leading inside from a loading
dock. The headlights lit up a collection of black cars and tinted windows, most
of which were familiar from my one other encounter with them.
“Caroline
will be up in her office,” he said, slipping lithely out of the car.
I scrambled
after him, trying not to fall over anything while mapping the place. From what
I could tell, the only items around weren’t here originally; based on how
spacious it was, it had probably been a superstore at one point before the
store moved with the population, leaving this place completely alone and too
expensive for anyone else to buy out. The property taxes and such in this area
were probably rock bottom. Then again, who would want a business where there
was almost no one to sell to?
As Ian had
expected, Caroline was sitting on the desk in her office, legs crossed.
“She came,”
he said unnecessarily, standing off to the side of her desk.
“What did
you need?” I asked, resisting the urge to tap my foot, but crossing my arms
just the same. The only thought in my mind was this had better be good. I could
already imagine my reaction if it wasn’t.
Caroline
smiled mischievously and tapped her top foot in the air. “Don’t be so impatient,
Abs. This was just a test.”
“A test?”
“What’s
wrong?” she asked, a doll-like innocence in her wide eyes and slightly parted
lips.
Ian sidled
up to her, whispering in her ear, “You interrupted something; you should be
grateful she came at all.”
“Sorry,
Abs,” she said, looking completely sincere. Then her features changed into a
wry smile. “But you’ll have to get used to it;” she shrugged childishly. “I had
to see if you would come or not.”
“Well, I
came.” My heart was hurting because of how Drei had acted, and my hands felt
ready to strangle her, forget about using air. I wasn’t sure if I was going to
shout or cry or both. “Can I go, now?”
“Sure, Abs.
Ian, take her back. Glad you came;” she directed this last comment to me as if
my loyalty to her was worth whatever I had to sacrifice.
The drive
back was quiet for the most part. At first, Ian had tried apologizing for her,
insisting he hadn’t known it was just a test. Nothing he could say made
anything better, though. I wanted to be back in Drei’s arms. If they could give
me that precious moment back—the one they so blatantly stole—I told myself I
could forgive them.
But I couldn’t.
When I
entered the apartment, all of the lights were off. I walked through the living
room to Drei’s bedroom, but he wasn’t there. He wasn’t anywhere.
So I did
the only thing I could do in any semblance of good conscience: I went to my
room and cried into my pillow. Venting my anger through silent curses, and
nursing my heart by lying to myself, repeating it would be all right. We could
fix it. I don’t think I stopped crying even after I fell asleep. I do know I
still didn’t believe myself.
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