It had been a couple of nights
since I had fallen, and I decided I wanted to take Drei with me. I wasn’t sure
if he’d be willing, but during the day, after I was sure Valetta and Mitchell
were asleep, I slipped into the living room.
“Drei, can we talk?” I
whispered, sending the words on a breath of air to his ear. He stirred in my
mapping, carefully leaving the room so he didn’t disturb Mitchell.
“Yes?” he asked, standing before
me a moment later.
I wrapped my arms around him,
burying my face in his shoulder for a moment, breathing him in. It wasn’t until
then I realized how much I did miss him—his faint flowery scent, and, when he
held me closer to him, his touch.
Kissing the top of my head, he
murmured, “You wanted to talk?”
“I miss you;” I didn’t want to
let him go for anything.
“I miss you, too,” he said
slowly, sadness lacing his voice. “I did not think it would be appropriate for
us to—”
“I don’t care what Valetta said
to you; I don’t even care if she supports us, Drei.” I held his faintly violet
eyes with mine. “I love you, and that’s worth everything.”
His lips found mine for a
moment, leaving me breathless—quite a feat considering I didn’t have to breathe
anymore.
“I want you to come flying with
me.” Drei gave me a look that suggested I hadn’t had enough sleep or enough
nutrients or something. “I’m serious. Will you?”
“I am not sure that is
possible,” he said, kissing my forehead.
“You can leave like you always
do, but come back after an hour and they should be gone. Then we can go. They
won’t know,” I promised, practically begging. Now that the question was put
forth, I wanted him to say yes; I wanted him to promise we could do this
together after he had left alone and hurting for the past week. “Say yes,
please.”
He smiled wryly. “I spoil you
too much.”
“You don’t spoil me nearly
enough,” I teased, kissing his lips.
“Tonight, then?”
“Of course.”
“You should sleep now. I am not
sure I want to fly with you exhausted,” he said, smirking.
Nodding, I left his embrace,
feeling better but still somewhat empty without him near me. I had spent nearly
a year alone with him, falling asleep in his arms. This broke habit, and he was
a wonderfully terrible addiction.
“Abriel,” he called from his
bedroom door. Turning back, I widened my eyes at him questioningly. “I cannot
wait.” We smiled at each other, joyous and secretive, before parting for the
rest of the day.
Sliding back into bed, I decided
my next request of him would be about switching our sleep schedules so we’d be
awake during at least part of the day. After all, you can’t run a movement in
the dark. Then no one knows what’s going on.
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