“Why are you with her?” Valetta
demanded when we stepped through the door. Her anger flooded the room as she
stood, glaring at him.
I could feel Drei shrinking
beside me under her fury. Our talk earlier hadn’t completely settled him, and
he still hadn’t decided the answers for himself. But I didn’t want her bullying
him when it was my fault and I was around—I didn’t want her being hard on him
even when I wasn’t around, but that was slightly harder to control.
Slipping my hand into his, I
stared back at Valetta. “It was my idea,” I stated, determined not to fold
under her ferocity. “I asked him to come with me because I wanted to be with
him.”
She was completely taken
aback—not expecting me to speak on his behalf, apparently—but it wasn’t long
before she recomposed herself, her anger still obvious but not nearly as
strong. “Why?”
“Because I love him, Valetta,
and I enjoy spending time with him,” I explained gently. I knew she had once
felt the same way, but somehow she seemed to have forgotten that.
“But he was not there to protect
you, and he turned—”
“We were both responsible for
what happened, and we’ve come to terms with it already.” I was trying to remain
patient. She didn’t know the circumstances and seemed reluctant to even attempt
understanding them, but that didn’t give her an excuse to completely ignore
their existence. “We went over the whys and the hows and we’re past it. We just
want to be happy. Just like you.”
Mitchell took Valetta’s hands
and pulled her aside. They argued a moment over whether or not to trust what I
was saying, if they were really my own words or somehow Drei’s influence. He
eventually talked her down, taking our side, and explaining how he saw it to
her. We weren’t trying to spite her; Drei wasn’t trying to take advantage of
me. We were simply making the best of our situation and living our undead lives
the way we wanted. And for once, Mitchell was speaking straightforward and,
instead of hitting him, I kind of wanted to give him a huge hug.
“Apologies are in order,” she
said when Mitchell finished and they had approached us again.
“No they’re not,” I said,
crossing the space between us and taking her hands in mine. “You were just
standing up for what you felt was right. There’s nothing to be sorry for in that.”
“But—”
“You are worse than Abriel when
it comes to arguing about everything.” Drei was unsure yet about whether he was
still in deep with her or not, but not so uncertain as to remain silent. “She
is right, though. There is no reason to apologize.”
“I yelled at you,” she
persisted, her dark eyes wide and befuddled. “I was cruel and judgmental; I
separated you, and—”
“We needed that,” Drei finished
for her, steadily growing surer of his position in this. “At least I did. It
gave me time to contemplate how much I do value her;” he met my eyes and held
them. A faint warmness spread through my body and my lips upturned slightly. “How
I have made mistakes in the past, and renewed my resolve not to repeat them.”
“I do not recall mushy messes
being on our itinerary,” Mitchell teased, successfully coaxing grins from all
of us—even an eye roll from Valetta. I was grateful he was breaking up the
cycle of reassurances that was bound to follow, but it didn’t stop me wanting
to hit him for his teasing.
“Do you always have to be
insensitive to the moment?” I asked, my hands on my hips.
“Only when you are around,” he taunted
jovially, hugging me.
“Of course. So what should we do
now that all this drama is done with?” I asked as Drei slipped an arm around my
waist, his other hand disappearing into his pocket.
We all looked at each other,
hoping someone had an idea. “What if we just talk?” Valetta suggested after a
while. With no other suggestions, we sat in the living room and talked.
It was entertaining, as we
covered recent events—both serious and frivolous—debated about different places
in town, and discussed what I had come up with for my movement. From their
reactions, I really had figured it out—all of them had known since before
meeting me, but none of them would ever tell me what it was.
It was well into the afternoon
before Drei insisted I should sleep. Mitchell and Valetta agreed, despite my
arguments, but then Valetta suggested we all retire for the day, as if to
ensure they weren’t just treating me like a little kid. Mitchell even proposed
we go out as a group the next night before we parted ways. Things were somewhat
back to normal for the time being. Valetta didn’t even say anything about Drei
and me sleeping in the same bed again. That was probably the best thing, too. I
felt like I was actually able to fall asleep.
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