By mid-April, Caroline had deemed me emotionally stable
enough to move out if I wanted. At the risk of sounding unappreciative, I had
to admit I was more than ready to do so. We had already toured a few apartments
on the upper side of town, at her insistence. What I wanted to see was
apartments on the older side of town, though. I wanted the old brick building
with no elevator—as crazy as she claimed it to be.
“This is it?” she asked uneasily, finding the building
without much trouble. We had just finished at the spa, using our Christmas
gifts for much needed relaxation.
“This is it,” I confirmed. I adored it from the outside with
its old redbrick and traces of climbing ivy. The windows were shiny as though
newly replaced, but the front door had seen better days; the stoop was narrow,
but provided enough shelter if you needed to open an umbrella before stepping
out.
“There’s not even a park nearby,” she complained, still
trying to convince me to stay on her side of town. “And parking is ridiculous.”
“I don’t drive,” I said as she turned the corner, finally
finding a space.
“But I do.”
Smiling, I said, “It’s not going to be your apartment.”
“That’s not what you’re going to say when you find out the
bathroom is in the kitchen.”
“You’ve been watching too many old movies.” This apartment
was at the top of my list and I could hardly wait to see it.
“Slow down,” she called after me.
Glancing over my shoulder, I told her, “No. You hurry up.”
The apartment I was looking at was on the fifth floor, and
Caroline had plenty to say about that as well. The landlady was waiting inside
for us, opening curtains and windows. Though the space was devoid of furniture,
it was amazing and beautiful. The living room had hardwood floors and was
spacious for as old as the building was. Off to the side was the kitchenette,
complete with stove, refrigerator, and microwave. There was even a pantry
disguised as a closet. The bedroom was on the opposite side. It was small, but
workable, and the closet space was well worth it; the walls were a beautiful
shade of pale violet and the floors were hardwood as well—I’d need to buy some
throw rugs. Next to the bedroom, also accessible from the living room was the
one bathroom. It was also a fabulous size considering I was the only one I had
to worry about really using it. There was even baby blue tiling on the floor
and in the shower.
I was in love. No matter how many things Caroline counted as
negatives, it was all I wanted. The landlady admitted it was actually a little
above the price range I had been looking for when I spoke with her on the phone,
but it was all inclusive so my utilities would be on at move-in without any
work on my part.
“Of course,” I said, still taking it all in. Something about
the space just felt right. It felt like what I needed to move on completely.
“Are you sure?”
Caroline asked, still pouting a little. “You’d need to hire a super cleaning
crew to get all of the dirt out of this place.”
“You’re one to talk,” I replied, grinning. “With as much
carpet as you have, you can’t even see all the dirt you’re harboring.”
“Hey,” she said, indignantly. “Be nice. I’m driving you.” Walking
through the bedroom again, just to remember everything until it was mine, she
checked her cell phone. “Speaking of rides, we’re supposed to be meeting Ian.”
Glancing back at her, I nodded. Since the letters, we had
started biweekly broadcasts and were working on setting up a march. At this
point, we were finalizing the details, preparing to announce our plans.
“Come on already,” she insisted, grabbing my hand and pulling
me away, briefly explaining we had a business meeting to the landlady. She
smiled and I promised to be in touch.
“It’s perfect,” I said as we raced down the stairs.
“Glad. But I wish you’d live closer to me. It’s safer.”
“Nowhere is safe.”
Caroline started saying something else as we emerged onto the
sidewalk and headed for the car. My attention had been drawn elsewhere, though.
Something had changed in the air, some emotion. There were only a handful of
people on the street and it was easy to tell they weren’t the source. Turning
around, I saw it; the source of the change was a black SUV. Whoever was inside
was sending out a unique mix of bitterness and concentration, as though
stressed out. The passenger window rolled down as they neared, and, listening,
I could hear the click of a gun being cocked.
A thousand different words and thoughts ran through my mind. Turning
back, I reached out, trying to warn her, certain she was the target. “Caro—”
The air was sucked from my lungs as I was stopped in my
tracks. The same instant I stopped, I was propelled into Caroline, her eyes
wide and terrified. She was hysterical, nearly beside herself as she searched
for her cell phone, demanding I stay with her. Caroline kept repeating it. That
I needed to stay with her. All I could think was how I had been wrong. How, for
some reason, my blood seemed to be covering her hands.
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